A journal of the start of a spiritual path. Thought and quiet strength will be put in every step. I'm just a 15 going on 16 year old guy from New England. I happen to be extremely into religion, spirituality and men. I am a trombonist and singer. I love morning dew and I have a passion for blue skies and rays of sun when they go through clouds. I would love to be a religious scholar or pastor of some sort but that most likely won't happen.
To all the negative ones out there, look at your anger. For me it's in my stomach and throat. And just look at why you are so angry. Please do not pull punches or rudeness in your life. Your religious thoughts are fine, and in my opinion should focus on compassion and thhat is my final word. Don't be afraid to ask me questions or anything I base my insights off conversations! with the trees and the flowers be merry!!
To What Journey Awaits
I have gone through many religious paths. Many spiritual paths. And yes, none work. And even the ideas that I thought I wanted don’t fit anymore. When i say what I am thinking I am afraid.
I want to think there is something to save us trapped organisms from this torture. We cannot get out of this. There probably is no answer. There is no definite true understanding of this world. We can’t solve this. There is no good answer. But what cares enough to save us?
what would it even save
“Although storms may descend, mountain and valley may quake
For the days that remain, this is the promise I make;
No shadow fall across this land
Before the wind and fire I stand
And you, my child will know no harm, enfolded in my arms!
Lothlorien!”
“Magic is not always serious or solemn.
It is a joyous celebration and merging with the life-force.”
hey all! lots of things have happened in the world since we last spoke. that’s ok. we both needed a break.
onto a new lesson that i had forgotten: joy and metaphorical diety.
living life with complete bliss. every moment realizing the connections between us and living that up to the fullest. sounds fun but its hard to manage! i have forgotten this basic truth for a long while and it didn’t help me one bit.
life is JOYFUL. so many people walk around like cows chewing up grass. its the spring. get over yourself people. laugh. breath in deeply. let your shoulders relax, you know they want to. a holy life is a life lived in laughs, thought out words, and the magic of life itself. Light in your heart.
now what does this joy have to do with the goddess in her supreme light and darkness? or the god in his hunt? they don’t exist! they aren’t THINGS. if they were it would just be silly. right? life is connected by an energy. that energy we grasp through metaphors such as our shining goddess. She in her glory is a symbol. she is in all our hearts. she i guess she does exist.
the maiden inside you is inside a tower dying if you aren’t laughing daily. She is calling to you. right now it’s spring. she wants you to be giggling like a senseless idiot in a field of flowers loving Her. She is our Lady. You have pledged your name to Her above all right, wiccans? don’t whimp out because it doesn’t exactly sound serious!!
Here’s my challenge. give up all that adult stuff. the worry. the depression. the sadness. the wintery darkness. let the light in my friends. feel it not only hit at your heart but BURST in with the full force of the goddess! you are her child, return to her! you aren’t an adult. no one is a grown up. we are all children of the divine friendship aren’t we?
sisters and brothers of all creeds, unite under Her name. In light in dark in love in hate in dance in chant, REJOICE! it is your name She calls!!
